11.29.2010

Has it really???

I just pulled up my blog and it must be lying, it said I haven't blogged in 10 days...TEN DAYS! How is that possible? I think it must be the complete lack time that is causing it. I feel guilty blogging when I have so much to do (like the 2 weeks worth of laundry pied up) but it is important for me to blog for so many reasons. In my last post I talked about how blessed I am because my photography business was doing well, that busy-ness however, is a double edged sword. I need to work but I need to be there for my family. how do I find the balance? I am just hoping that this busy season will end and things will get better when the holidays are over. But again that double edged sword rears it's ugly head and I am missing this wonderful time of year. I told myself in a effort to enjoy my holiday season I wasn't going to take any sessions passed the Thanksgiving weekend, what ended up happening was that I packed the entire weekend with photo sessions and the whole time instead of enjoying the time with the family I was stressing about photo shoots! (I do that by the way, I get that yucky pit in the stomach, self doubt and stress every photo session, but that is a completely different blog post.) So back to balance...seriously i don't know why I have blog readers because i am so all over the place and completely random in my writing. UGGG...BALANCE>> I need to find it, where do I get it? I read blogs all the time that talk about finding the balance between mommyhood and the business world but nobody ever gives me any answers. I think the key to balance is organization. Something which I have none of. So if you, out there in blogland, have any help that could keep me sane and my family happy help a girl out!!! And because I know you all care, here is a shot from the hardest family session EVER!! Probably because I was in front of the camera and behind it simultaneously, as well as it being like 30 degrees and FREEZING wind!!
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6 comments:

Jenny said...

No advice for you cuz! If you figure out the balance thing, let me know too! :) I love your blog because the pictures are always so beautiful. You're one talented mama!

Staci Leach said...

Beautiful Picture of the WHOLE CONK FAMILY! I always have tons of advise for you of which I have no clue about! Sorry Sis, I'm all out of that! I'll come do your laundry if you come help me decorate!

Blog Dog said...

Not looking our best maybe we should try again. Colors and setting are great.

karibates said...

I LOVE the brights! So very cute :)

Melanie said...

As you know, I can barely get my jewelry organized, let alone my whole life! Sorry I don't have any great advice for you. What I do know, is that I love your family picture in that awesome setting. Thanks again for sending me the photo CD. You take such beautiful pictures!

Andrew & Heidi said...

That is an awesome backdrop for a picture - I'm thinking that's the location for next year's shoot??